Too Many Things To Do

Have you ever had the feeling that life's going too fast for you? That you don't even have the time to catch your breath before you're whisked off to your next experience? 24 hours in a day is just not enough. So many new things to see, to do, to experience. Been going around Melbourne since its Easter holidays. Life here is really different from that in Malaysia. I can't say I'm not happy and excited to be here, but I miss Malaysia too. I miss my family and friends, as well as the lifestye back there. Cried buckets when i first came here and scared the daylights out of my housemate and friends.

There's too much studying to be done, but I'm not doing anything. Sigh. Same ole story year in and year out. Can't really think of one year since std 6 that i haven't done serious studying. Maybe I'm just not cut out to be a med student. Don't have the perseverence to sit and study all the time. I wanna play, wanna go out and meet new friends, wanna enjoy my youth. I feel like all my young years are spent on books, memorising things that'll force me to work hard for the next 40 years or so. I'm seriously wondering if I'm doing the right thing, or at the end of it all I'll be cursing my own stupidity.

Lets just hope I get my act together or there'll be an extremely incompetent doctor out there, making a mess out of everything she does. Over and out.